by Luis R
It was Saturday, I was at home reading, the phone rang, I watched the number
on the screen, how could I forget that number, I just deleted it on the phone
address list trying to forget her and a wonderful part of my life, it was her,
I had thought lot of times if it happened I wouldn’t answer it but I answered
it. Hello. Hello how are you? Fine Susana, and you? Good, I’d like to meet you.
For a few seconds I was on silent. Are you there yet? Yes. I have important
things to tell you. Ok I wait for you here. Bye. Bye. Lot of thoughts were in
my mind, I remembered all the time she was my girlfriend, I also remembered
when she left me three months ago. Would she want come back again? Would I
want it? The door bell rang, I opened the door, It was her, I kissed her on
her face, Come in. we sat on the couch and talked about insignificants things,
I couldn’t wait anymore. What are you doing here, please? She lights a
cigarette. Well, I love you yet, Luis, I made a mistake, I miss you, now I’m
sure I want to be all my life with you, I have been with others last three
months but I always missed you, I need all I had when you loved me, I know I
made you a lot of pain and I deserve a punishment, please punish me and after
it forgive me, kiss and hugs me. She started crying. And when are you going to
leave me again, Susana? How can I be sure? You can’t, Luis, nobody can, I know
I deserve you throw me out but I also know you love me yet, spank me as hard
and long as you want and then forgive me and let me show you I love you. I
kissed her on her lips. Ok, I’m going to spank you hard and after it I want we
forget all and we’ll never talk about it again, ok? Yes. She kissed me. I went
to my room and got the wooden paddle, I had spanked her lot of times with it
but I thought this paddling could be the most important one in our lives. I
came back to the living room and sat on the couch. Over my knees, Susana. I
lifted her skirt and took down her panties to her knees, after it I started
paddling her as hard as I could, first one on her right cheek, then another on
the left, then on the right again…….. After a few minutes she started moving
her bottom, trying to escape but I hold her strongly by her waist and I went
on, hard, she started crying soundly but I hadn’t mercy, I thought she needed
it and me too. After 20 minutes I stopped. Her bottom was too red and had lot
of bruises, I dressed her. She sat on my knees crying. I hugged her, she was
on my knees crying while I kissed her and hugged her for a long time. I was
happy and I was sure she was happy too.
SUSANA DIDN'T WORK ENOUGH
Susana worked as a translator, she worked at home, she liked her job but
many times she wasn’t able to start working every day. Many times she had
cried while Luis hugged her when her work wasn’t over on time., It was
happening that day, it was Saturday and both was watching a video on TV after
lunch, Susana was on the couch, her head on Luis lap while he was playing with
her hair. He noticed she was crying silently, he knew what was happening, she
must get over an important translation next Monday. What happens? Nothing,
leave me. I want help you. She hugged him and started crying soundly. It
happened me again, Luis, I haven’t finished my work yet, I need it over
tomorrow but I’m not going to be able to do it. Don’t worry, Susana, we both
will be able to do it but you must start being an adult and work when you must
do it and I’m going to help you about it. How are you going to do it? I’m
going to spank you tonight before bed and every day you didn’t work enough
you’ll get a spanking before bed, do you understand? Yes. Do you agree? Yes,
but May we start next time, Luis? No, we are starting tonight. Is it going to
hurt? Yes Susana, a spanking punishment must hurt, I’m very sorry but I’m
going to do it because I love you, do you understand it? Yes, Luis. Do you
know I love you, darling? Yes, I know.
They worked for all the evening, about 9 p.m. all was over, both were happy,
they went to a restaurant for dinner, they didn’t talk about the spanking, she
felt how he loved her and she was happy about it but she also was on fear
about the spanking was coming, she knew she deserved it, she felt guilty and
ashamed and she knew being punished would be good for her, she wanted acting
as an adult but sometimes she couldn’t.
They came back home, she went to their bedroom, there was nothing for talking
about then, she changed her clothes, she only dressed a long T-shirt over her
panties and bra and sat on the bed waiting for him. After a few minutes he
went in their bedroom and sat closed her placing a hairbrush on the bed. Do
you know why are you going to be spanked? Yes. Why? I didn’t work enough, I
wasn’t going to finish it on time, I acted as a child and I do it often. Do
you think you deserve it? Yes I deserve it. Do you know I love you? Yes I know
you love me and you are going to punish me because you love me. Well, over my
knees darling. Yes. She went over Luis knees, he lifted her t-shirt and
lowered her panties to her knees, he got the hairbrush and started spanking
her hard, he gave 5 strokes on her right cheek, then 5 on her left cheek, then
5 on the centre on both cheeks, then the same routine again, he was doing it
as hard as he could, she felt pain but she didn’t cry, didn’t moan, she only
moved her bottom trying to escape the strokes, but she couldn’t escape, he was
doing it well, she was feeling she couldn’t take anymore but tried to be in
position, her hands went on her bottom, he held her hands on her back with his
left hand and went on, he could see how her cheeks were too red, some weal on
them, he had been spanked her for 10 minutes, he thought it was enough, he
took her panties up. All is over my love. She sat on his knees and started
crying soundly, he hugged her strongly, she was crying while he was hugging
her for a long time, and after it she was quiet. How are you? Good, well my
bottom on pain. I love you Susana. I also love you, Luis, Thank you, I
deserved it, and I’ll try to be good. I know darling, but I’ll spank you when
you deserved it. She kissed him. She felt she loved him. They went to sleep;
he hugged her for all the night while she was sleeping, feeling she was the
only woman in his life.
FIRST MEETING.
I probably liked spanking since I was born, I can remember being excited
about spanking stories when I was about 7. I had had a few experiences,
playing games with female friends when I was 16 – 17 and with a girlfriend
when I was very young but I had never met my dreamed woman, a woman who shared
my spanking feelings, a woman I loved and who loved me. By then I just chatted
at spanking chat rooms and cyber-played there but I missed a real loving
spanking relationship and I knew I’d probably never have it. I know to meet
the love of your life isn’t easy and I think to meet it when you are looking
for a very special person is more difficult, so I conformed to cyber playing.
One evening I was chatting at that spanking chat room where I played sometimes,
all my cyber spanking friends were from other countries there but that evening,
it was different, I met a woman, I liked her nick: daisy, I sent her a person
to person message and we started chatting in English (I didn’t know she was
Spanish) -Where are you from?- -I’m from Spain, you?- -I’m from Spain too- -Oh
nice- -What’s your real name? Mine Luis- -Mine Susana- -Where do you live? I
live in Sevilla- - I live in Barcelona- -well, it’s only about 1,30 hours by
plane- After it we played online, she wanted to be a naughty daughter and we
played dad / daughter I cyber spanked her, finally we gave our e-mails and
told bye each other. I didn’t know if I’d meet her again.
I enjoyed that chatting but nothing had changed, I just had a new friend,
Spanish but she also was far from me.
I looked for her for 2 weeks but I couldn’t meet her and I sent an e-mail, she
replied it and we met again, we chatted about our hobbies, our problems, our
jobs and our lives, since then we started chatting 4 or 5 hours everyday, we
also played cyber spanking sometimes and at the end, one day, I phoned her and
since then we started talking by phone everyday, we also sent photos of
ourselves each other.
I was falling in love but I didn’t want believe it, I thought it couldn’t
happen chatting or talking by phone, I also thought a long distance
relationship isn’t easy, I didn’t want losing our cyber relationship but I was
on fear about a real relationship, everyday she told me –come here- and I
always had an excuse, till one day she was angry –Luis I want you come here
next weekend- -I’m sorry, I’m busy- -I’m thinking you are married in other way
I can’t understand why you don’t want to meet me- -well, it isn’t true but you
may think what you want- -I think you are deceiving me, you are idiot, you are
making me to loose my time, I hate you and I don’t want to notice from you
never more, bye- -bye-.
The following day I was feeling depressed and mad with myself, she phoned me,
she was crying –I love you Luis, I don’t want to miss you, I know I was bad
yesterday, please come here and punish me, spank me for that- -Susana, I also
love you, I also was bad, what’s my punishment?- -Love me for ever and spank
me when you feel I deserve it, that’s all- -Yes I’ll do, I’ll be there next
weekend, ok?- -Yes darling, I can’t wait for it. Is it going to hurt me? - -Well
darling, a spanking must hurt- we hung the phone.
Friday came soon, I arrived there at lunch time, she was waiting for me at the
airport, we kissed each other and went to a restaurant, we didn’t talk about
the spanking she was going to take, I knew she have never been spanked for
real, I have done it a few times for play, for that first time I was going to
use just my hand on her, we talked about us, after lunch we was walking along
the city and finally we went to her house.
When we went in her house she went to her room and changed her clothes, she
came back dressing a sweat suit, pant and t-shirt, I was sitting on the couch,
-Over my knees- she did, I took down her pant at her knees, then her panties,
I could see her nice bottom for first time in my life, I started spanking her
bottom with my hand, hard, alternating both cheeks, spanking every part of her
bottom, she didn’t cry or scream, she didn’t move, I went on, harder and
faster, her bottom was very red and some bruises was appearing on it, her
bottom was too hot and my hand too, but she continued still, I had been
spanking her for about 15 minutes, I stopped, -All is over, darling- I kissed
her bottom and took up her panties and pant, -Are you well?- she sat over my
knees crying softly and hugged me, I hugged her as strong as I could, then I
kissed her lips, I felt I loved her more than I thought –Now I’ll start my
punishment, I’ll love you for ever and I’ll spank you when you deserve it. Are
you sure you want a domestic discipline relationship?- -Yes, I need it, I want
you spank me when I did anything bad for myself, for yourself or for both, I
want you choose when I deserve it and I want you do it though I didn’t accept
it, then I want you forgive me and kiss and hug me. Do you agree about all
that? - -Yes darling I agree, I know I’m starting the best relationship of my
life- I kissed her again; I knew she was my dreamed woman.
After that we started a nice relationship, we met every weekends since Friday
till Sunday and holidays, and I decided to move to the city she lived. I
thought I had met my dreamed partner.
A few time later she posted the following post at a spanking forum:
“I have been into DD for a short time and it all started as a consensual way
of putting an end to a quarrel that had been going on for a long time and then
forgetting all about it. And it worked. It meant the beginning of a brand new
relationship that was deeper and stronger because the anger was gone and we
were capable of talking and specially listening to each other again.
Now, about the crying thing. I think that although the pain helps to open the
gates and start crying and it is also important in order to feel who is really
in control, most of the times it's the shame about what you did to deserve the
spanking that makes it happen.
When I'm ohk, part of me feels like a little girl who is very nervous and
scared about the spanking (even though I know he loves me and he won't hurt
me) and who needs a relief from her emotions. At the same time the grown up is
trying to hold up and maintain her feelings and her mind under control as well
as all the stress it means.
For me, the crying allows the grown up to get rid of bad emotions and
sometimes self-destroying feelings (like hating herself and the whole world
for she not being wonder woman-in-control-and-always-right). At the same time,
the little girl is also entitled to forget about all her fears and anger. Then
it comes the best part, when you get all those hugs, soft words and kisses,
when you cry and cuddle in his arms like a baby and you feel safe, loved and
protected no matter what. And hey!! After all a sore bottom surely deserves
such a reward :))
Sorry for the long speech, I don't know if it makes much sense to you, I'm
still struggling to understand how come an independent and strong woman like
me can sometimes benefit from a sound spanking over Luis's knee.”
Luis R.